Mistakes of the past

Recently a revelation came to me about one incident in the past (4 years ago) that opened up a new perspective to that issue. At that time, it totally flew past me and I didn’t even think anything was wrong. It was relating to someone I called my good friend. Looking back in hindsight and with a new understanding of how people work, I made a grave and terrible mistake. It was at a time when self-confidence was bordering narcissism. I don’t even think I have the right to ask for forgiveness however I do pray that one day God will be able to forgive me for what I’ve done.

I guess this goes to show that sometimes, you just aren’t right, no matter how much you believe it to be true. Lately (especially after getting married) I’ve been discovering that many things I have done are simply not up to mark. You really discover yourself from another perspective when your life merges with someone else. Well, I just hope with God guiding me, I will make less mistakes and hurt others less and less.

What a somber and reflective mood I’m in.

Justin